What is this shit?? D=

I'm pretty darn sure that I've blogged something like this before. 

But it was more related to confusion. 

Now, it's related to jeng jeng jeng,

choosing a course and a college etc.

You still in Form 5, y u so worried? 

Focus on SPM first la.

The thing is, I am.

But I NEED motivation one way or another =/

Yeah, colleges, uni.
I don't even know what I really REALLY want.
=/

Don't get me wrong,
I DO have an aim and an ambition.
I'm just not sure whether it's the right choice.

Basically, I really.. and I mean REALLY want to go to Japan.

Nothing wrong right?

and I'm really REALLY looking for scholarships related to the course I want to take to let me go to Japan.

again, NOTHING WRONG RIGHT?

But I couldn't find much, 

So I searched for local choices. 

Can't find much either -.-

Either I just have no talent in Googling, 

or colleges just hate me. Nah, not hate me. 

I'm still looking technically, 

and I'm still trying to think of ways to get to Japan,

I hope I can find a way soon =X 

And I wouldn't mind staying local either way ._.

WTH is wrong with me? -.-

I'm probably just frustrated that I can't get a marching formation to go my way. 

Yeah. 

Jessica <3

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