Hopefully after posting this I feel a whole lot better...

It's already 11.15pm... I'm suppose to be sleeping... but for some unknown reason.. I felt like crying... Obviously, I tried to hold it in, but well, this time, it resisted... the tears just flowed down on it's own... at the same time, I feel hurt in my heart... why? I don't really know...

Maybe it's just puberty... or maybe, my body's trying to tell me something.... and that it's telling me that it's about time I stop ignoring all the messages it's been sending me.. I don't know....

I just feel like crying.... I tried not to, but too late. Already did. =)

But crying isn't exactly a bad thing now is it? It's what shows that we actually feel hurt and pain... =) And after crying our hearts out, we actually feel a whole lot better. =)

So, for sure I'm not happy I cried. CAUSE IMMA GET FISH EYES WHEN I GO TO SCHOOL. RAWR. but I'm just glad that I manage to cry part of the hurt away. Even if people aren't literally there to comfort me, it doesn't matter. I still cry to feel better.

Oh man, crying again. =.= before it gets any worse, I'm going to bed. Nights. =')

Oh. and we lasted 2 months.. congrats. =)

That's what I did... almost the entire day. LOL look at that disturbing picture of my friend. xDD Anyways, I don't really have anything to blog about today, seeing as the ONLY activity I had today was Chinese... aihs... I'm gonna have Chinese and Piano tomorrow too. But the next day, I'm gonna go to Ipoh! xDD

(if my cousin is reading this, then hope you are IN Ipoh and not someplace else. xD)

Finally, Ipoh fooooooood~~~~ Hahahahahahaha, will definitely try to get peektures to blog about. Although I eat those foods like.... everytime I go there. For some reason I'll never get tired of it. xD

Oh the tau foo fah~ and the hakka mee~~ and the soya bean~~ AND THE WONDER SCENERIES and FRESH AIRRRRRR!!!!!!!!! XD Looking forward to it so much now. xD Of course I think I'd miss my bed(which I'm sitting down on now) a lot.... cause for some reason, when I get to Ipoh, I either wake up with a backache, or with a horrible nightmare. Oddly enough, that happens a lot. ><

I think since I'm such a stoner right now, I should probably go and do my homework~

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NAHHHHHHHHHHHHH xDD

Heyyaaaa~ hahahahahaha just got back from guitar... love piano so much more but, lalalalalalala~~~~

Anyways, I was just listening to a friend playing classical music on the piano, and obviously I'm amazed by it. xD It's just soooo amazing that from so many sheets of paper filled with printed and boring looking notes can produce such beautiful sound that makes you wanna listen to more.

Maybe I'm just going crazy but yeah, from those notes, some people think that the sound that's gonna be produced is boring and is gonna make you sleep but once it's been played, you can imagine all sorts of wonderful memories that happened to you, or even slip into fantasy land.

And yes I like classical music. But dunno why, I'm not attracted to the exam pieces I'm suppose to be practicing. Instead I think my sonatina's are so much more nicer which is why I practice that more. xD

But, to get to that level where I can really play some real awesome classical music, I'll have to go through with those ugly tunes either way. =/ so reluctant to practice those songs.... D= OH WELLS. xD

I'm gussing I'm just a fanatic of classical music. Not all, but still am. xD

BAI. 8D

My mama found a bird just now. =) cute, fat little thing. hahahahaha, it somehow ended up in my backyard and my cat and dog were trying to get it. So, my mom took the little fat thing in her hands... see see see~ xDDD

My mama holding the little birdie... hahahahaha it's just soooooo fat... and like.... it's parents epically phail in finding it's kid weih... so near and they fly soooo far to look... looooool

The little bird stoning while waiting for it's parents to come get it... sadly.... PHAIL. XD

oh yes, about the tsunami in Japan, I hope everyone's okay... prayers go to the people of Japan..

Exam's are in two more days. Ohmaigawsh, I'm panicking. But why am I still blogging?? =.= Oh wells, xD I need someone to talk biology with meh. xD

oh weeeeells~ was like... listening to some old songs in my iTunes, for some reason they all sound good. xD one of them was called my everything - 98 degrees.

Honestly I've never heard of them...dunno how~ but the song's nice. xDDDD

The loneliness of nights alone
the search for strength to carry on
my every hope has seemed to die
my eyes had no more tears to cry
then like the sun shining up above
you surrounded me with your endless love
Coz all the things I couldn't see are now so clear to me


You are my everything
Nothing your love won't bring
My life is yours alone
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray
On bended knee
That you will always be
My everything

Now all my hopes and all my dreams
are suddenly reality
you've opened up my heart to feel
a kind of love that's truly real
a guiding light that'll never fade
there's not a thing in life that I would ever trade
for the love you give it won't let go
I hope you'll always know

You are my everything
Nothing your love won't bring
My life is yours alone
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray
On bended knee
That you will always be
My everything

You're the breath of life in me
the only one that sets me free
and you have made my soul complete
for all time (for all time)

You are my everything (you are my everything)
Nothing your love won't bring (nothing your love won't bring)
My life is yours alone (alone)
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through (your spirit pulls me through)
When nothing else will do (when nothing else will do)
Every night I pray (I pray)
On bended knee (on my knee)
That you will always be
be my everything

chorus repeats

[almost spoken:] Every night I pray
down on bended knee
that you will always be
my everything
oh my everything

xDDDD oh wells, off to study bio now~ BAIBAI. XD

RAWR RAWR RAWR RAWR RAWR. need to control my phone bill... D=

otherwise, me dad gonna charge meh...

but how?? HURM.... now... i should talk for a shorter time on the phone.. and should be strict with it.. sorry to all whom I have to like.... talk for a short short time. And, I'm gonna talk to everyone with a limit now... cause my dad told me the house phone bill is also increasing. ><

RAWR RAWR RAWR RAWR RAWR.

Anywaaaaaays, tomorrow's my school annual cross country run. =) Wish I can at least try jogging with all the other people but I have first aid duty.. cause we lack people. Aihs, =/ Nevermind, I'M GONNA RUN/JOG NEXT YEAR AND NO ONE CAN STOP MEH. XD I want to end my secondary school life with me participating in the cross country. =)

BAIBAI HUMANS. XD