Hi bloggie. Sorry for neglecting you.. >.<>It's like in two more weeks. Hahaha.. Just went for a seminar this morning. Going again tomorrow. Lately I haven't been in the mood. Doing things have been distracting me away from my problems... but everytime when there's nothing to do. It always comes back. Honestly.. I don't know anymore.

I need to focus on my exams. But how can I when problems come up. Can't it all happen AFTER the exam? Why now. GAH. But of course, I'll always smile so nobody won't worry. =)

I'll always show my normal side everytime. No matter what, I won't show the part of me that could just burst out of tears any moment. Cause that's what happened when I was in kindergarten. I don't want to be that anymore. HAHAHAHAHA

Oh wells, gonna go now. =) BYEEEE till next time. =D

I'm ready to forgive, But I know that I'll never forget what happened.

Technically I'm suppose to be studying...but for some reason I can't find the mood to do it. Lol.. I know. I should.

PMR's like... so near and I feel like it's coming at me at full speed saying "wakakaka, soon, you'll have to take me. *evil laugh* "=.= Honestly, I am studying. I am taking out a book and putting information in my head. I'm just worried I can't remember it or if I jumble up the information.

And my personal life is really taking a weird turn. I don't know if it's for the better or for the worse, but I'm enjoying it. ^^ although there seems to be always something to bother. I don't know if this is just normal. Whatever it is, it's really bugging me. =.=

Maybe I'm just going crazy out of exam stress... I mean.. it's a possibility that I'm just thinking to much.. or what my mum says.. "self-sabotage" Oh wells. I only hope that everything turns out for the best...

For some reason I always tell myself that I'm going to get a happy ending. I really want my happy ending. I want to be successful and contented doing the things I want and love.. getting my dream, cozy house.. with the chance to travel and taste glorious delicacies. =P

I think I am thinking too much. @.@ I guess maybe because I'm not used to things yet.. Maybe I'm just scared. I don't know of what though.. Or maybe because it's still the 7th month of the chinese calendar aka hungry ghost month. And I've been staying up way past midnight. o.0

Oh OH OH OH, I got a new toy dog~ LOL it's made out of those stressball materials thingy. So I was hitting it a lot.. and guess what? It's named Boo Boo! xD I was well, you can say torturing the poor thing and my cousin was like, "POOR BOO BOO DOG. IT'S GETTING BOO BOO-ED" then we just started laughing and I decided to call it Boo Boo. Epic isn't it?

And I also got like.. a few other cute stuff. xP I managed to spend RM50 on toys(my boo boo and stuff), snacks, and stationary. Ipoh is just soooo much more affordable than KL.. but I love both places. =D My sleep wasn't as bad as the last times I had.. the last time, I had a nightmare and a really bad backache when I woke up. o.o

Maybe the bed hates me or something.. Everytime I wake up I always get like.. a really bad backache.. sometimes it comes equipped with a nightmare. =.= I think it hates me. "WHY?? I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING!!! D=" Yea... kinda like... random right now..

Oh wells, gonna go now. I really don't wanna infect my blog with weird stuff. hahaha...

"I really hope that everything will be alright between us..."

(You can try to ask. Doesn't mean I'll tell you. ^^)