9th June 2011, 23:01

Sometimes,

I really do wonder,

Why can we hurt one another,

Till it causes so much hatred,

And so many conflicts...

Honestly, why are there fights? Why is there hate?

Why is there conflict? Why is there misunderstandings?

and sometimes,

Why are there emotions?

Trust me, this ain't some emo post. LOL I'm too hungry to post emo. xD Hahahaha

Holidays are ending, I gotta do my homework. Was Supposed to finish it last week, willpower faded. xD

haha anyways, I just thought about it.. about emotions.

Complicated things aren't they? We have them yet we can't understand them.

They make us do so many things,

Anger makes us hate,

Sadness makes us cry,

Love makes us do weird things,

Happiness makes us crazy,

and so much more.

But without these emotions, we wouldn't have what we have now.

Love brings us closer,

Happiness is life at it's best.

I love you all, and never want to see anything bad happen to any of you. I never pick sides. But please don't go too far till it crosses all moral values. It will cause many many more unfortunate events..

OMG I FEEL SO..... "OLD AND WISE"-ISH. URRRRGHHHHH. LOOOOOL HAHAHAAHAHAHA *strokes beard* xD

Bai. xD

Jessica. xD

7th June 2011, 23:38

Honestly, the world is just so heated up with fights. I just hate looking at them this way. I know, they did me wrong.. Partially, but i still don't like it... Makes me wanna cry... Aihs...

No mood. Why?
I. DON'T. KNOW.

Just wanna cry myself to sleep...

2nd June 2011, 14:26

Isn't he just adorable?? <3

Hahahaha~ I was so bored... so I decided to just browse through the internet.. and I got struck by it's overwhelmingly super super adorable charm. Or maybe just the way he turned out in pictures. Hahahaha~

OHMAIGAWSHHHHHHHHH!!!!! I cannot get enough of it's cutenesssssss~~ xDD Wish I have one right now... But then again, I should keep that in my wishlist.. for now.

Okay okay, this was actually just a random post cause I just needed to stop myself from saving more Mr. Danbo pictures. I think my computer would be flooded with it's pictures. I've got a huge infatuation now. Hahahahahahaha~~

OKOK. STOP. JESSICA. STOP. XD

Toodles~ <3

2nd June 2011, 00:09

Heey~ hahahaha I was bored, and I kinda wrote a story... well not exactly one... but I did write.. xD and I'm not really a good writer so please just let me know what you think. =)

I haven exactly decided on a title but decided to call it Paranoia since it was written partially out of me having paranoia over many little things. xD

PARANOIA

Prologue

“Hey! Wait up! Don’t leave me!!!” I yelled as I tried to catch up with my friends.

But, the strange thing is, they never stopped for me. Instead, they just walked on. And when they notice me getting closer to them, they speed up their pace.

“What’s going on? Why won’t they stop for me? Why are they getting away from me?” thoughts pondered in my head as I started to panic.

After a while, I gave up. I just fell on the ground on my knees, staring as they continue to walk on, pretending I never existed. To top it all off, it started to rain, and I burst into tears.

“Why? What’s going on?” I asked myself that question a million times, screaming without a care in the world.

I woke up screaming, only to find out it was all a dream. What’s more, my head was pounding like never before. I calmed myself by taking deep breaths and let reality sink in.

Since no one barged into my room eventhough I’m pretty sure the whole neighborhood could hear that ear piercing scream, I guessed that my parents has set off to work and my little siblings have gone to school. Great. I’m alone in the house. Again.

I was sure my heart almost died when I saw that it was already 9a.m. which means I was SUPER late for school but as I cleared my head, I remembered that it was a weekend.

I checked my dressing table and found a note left by my family. It read:-

We’ve gone out to buy some groceries and get some stuff done with Amy and Alex. Won’t be back till evening. Breakfast and lunch is in the fridge.

Love,

Mom and Dad.

I forced myself to leave my bed cause my stomach was grumbling and telling me that it’s hungry. I freshened up and made my way to the glorious food in the kitchen. I heated them up and delightfully gobbled it all down.

To digest it all, I couched in front of the television and browsed through the channels. Considered early for a teen, there wasn’t any shows that suited my taste. So, to burn the calories, I decided to just take a walk around the place.

I took my coat, brought some loose change and went on my way down to the shops. One thing, when I’m bored, I start eating… So technically, my calories aren’t really burning.

At the same time, I started thinking, about the dream I had. Why and What did I do to cause me to dream that nightmare.

“Maybe I’m just paranoid. I’m thinking too much.” I thought to myself.

After realizing that it wasn’t that big a deal, I brushed it off my mind and never thought about I again.

Or so I thought.