Resolutions

Happy New Year to All! 

It's already the last day of the year. Right now in Malaysia, we've got another 58 minutes before we enter a new year. Thus, making us all grow older. Hahahahah 

New Years Eve, who do you spend it with? What do you do? 

Pretty much, I'd usually give the priority to my family, 

Oh Family Guy =)

Then if I had the choice, I'd want to spend it with you. <3 

Last year, I had the BEST New Year's eve celebration EVER. It was a time where I had confessions, new aims and goals, and finally, a new love. 

This year (2011), I've achieved so much I'm very proud of myself. But not proud enough. I need to work harder. And as I reluctantly welcome 2012, I also want to make it one of my best and memorable years I've ever had. 

My resolutions for 2012, will be exposed here and also will be kept in a book where I will look at, and try to achieve as much as a I can. 

2012, I want to: 

~> Not procrastinate

~> Achieve better results

~> Avoid distractions

~> Finish my homework

~> Be a better friend

~> Spend as much time as I can with my friends and family

~> Learn how to Drive

~> Earn my A's

~> Study

Yeap. That's what I want. Haha. Now to get a list printed onto my book. I'm too lazy to re-write it. 

This will be my last chance to enjoy being lazy. Before that clock strikes 12, I will enjoy the remaining time of 2011. 

Dramatic, but it's fun! =) 

Listen

Slow and Steady Wins the Race 

I just felt like blogging.

Decided to try out slowly developing a new skin. It'll take time, but it'll be worth it =) 

I've just realised(via a video) that as a person, we are really spoilt. We often complain, avoid, slack, and most of the time just wish that things would go our way. 

No offence to the readers, I'm in a way scolding myself too. 

We often say out loud our wishes, and desires. And also our vision of our future. We say we want "That". The luxury, the happiness, whatever we want. We say we'll get it one day. Some actually work for it. Sacrificing all the things people would normally give in to. Most of us, give up. 

Take me for instance, 

When I become frustrated, I give up

When I don't get things that way I want, I give up

When People don't get what I'm saying, I give up

When I try to improve and I don't, I give up

I definitely NEVER in my entire life, admitted that I'm a quitter. 

I've always been so stubborn, I've never admitted things that I may be wrong.. not at first anyways.

I've been so selfish, I start to close up to everyone around me.

But you know what? Right here and Right now, I admit. I AM all of the things above. I have always been. And I am not proud of it. 

I want to change my bad habits(I'm pretty sure there's a long list of them). I don't want to be called arrogant, stubborn, selfish and all those nasty things you can think of. I want to improve in everything, 

My Studies, 

My Relationships, 

My Social Life. 

And I will try my best. Even if it means sacrificing my feelings, I will be able to cope. 

Reflect on yourself, Only you can judge. Only you can bring yourself together to be who you WANT to be. 

IN another event...

I don't think that post before this made much sense. o.o But. I do want to change, and well, I guess that was my way of releasing myself. ><

I'm really proud of myself because for once, during the LONG holidays, I repeat, LONG holidays, I've been studying... Reviewing actually. And I have never done that before. I am really grateful that I finally have the motivation to study and of course, next year, I'll probably spend a lot less time on my precious gadgets. I know they'll be waiting for me. 

Tata~ 

Jessica <3

It's good to sacrifice luxury once in a while, 

Because once we achieve what we want, 

We can have all the luxury we want

Without Fail.