It's funny how we're all the same yet so different at times
Heeheehee~ The last minute assessment is over! Seriously, students should get a fair warning before some last minute exam comes up. It ain't a pop quiz. LOL
Just waiting for the results now. Awesomely I passed ALL my subjects~ I think. o.o hahaha~ It's a good thing. But I'm going to work harder cause I'm not quite satisfied with myself.
Oh, I attended this personality seminar today which was actually quite interesting. It was about four main personality types which are sanguines, choleric, phlegmatic, and melancholic. HAHAHAHA Like seriously I'm like a melancholic phlegmatic and the descriptions are quite true. Even if people don't really see that cause of the way I behave but I know myself.
I am blur cause I choose to be not because I am.
I think a lot because I want to not because it's forced with me.
I always am how I act because I choose to be that way.
I always hide because I choose to hide.
It's not always about fitting in. Maybe it is in a way but it's also I prefer it that way. Be it how much you want to judge me, say things about me, say that I'm arrogant. I'm still me. My point of view is different. I work hard because I have my goals to achieve. I keep to myself because I don't want to get people involved. I listen because I love to help. I help because it makes me feel good. I do things for other people because I want to see them happy. I am happy because people around me are happy.
I have people whom I love and trust. I have people who cares about me. I have people who know who I really am. I have people who are always there for me. To all these people, I want to do the same. I don't want to cause misunderstandings. I don't want to cause sadness and arguments.
People who laugh and say that I'm crazy for thinking this way. Go ahead. I love what I'm doing and I'll continue doing it. =)
(Honestly, there're just tonnes of mixed up feelings in me. I just blurted out whatever that I just wrote. It has nothing to do with any significant human. LOL)
Well, toodles. xD
Seriously, I felt hurt when you said you were lucky you didn't go... but I'll let it go...
Jessica.

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