Tuesday, January 25, 2011

I FEEL GUILTY.

wanna know why?
because You keep posting stuff online, makes me feel so guilty.
that I'm stealing... that I did bad things...

If you loved him, why didn't you tell him earlier?
Instead you make him feel so down(not always of course)
I dunno, I'm willing to give up.
Really I am.

But at the same time, I don't want to.
You make me feel So guilty.
That I really feel sorry and would let him go back to you if he wants to.

But, you keep posting that.. I will feel like crying out of guilt.
I never did, cause I learned how to keep my tears from falling.

I feel real guilty. And I hope after this post, it'll all be gone.
I don't know what else you'll be posting that'll make me feel guilty.
But I'm never gonna let myself be like you.
Who regrets everything.
Who depresses herself.
Who indirectly cause sadness to other people.

I will NEVER be like you.
So I will not cry. And just let HIM choose. =)

Whatever he chooses, be it me or you, I'll still be fine cause I still care. =)

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