Okay. I know that I haven't been posting. And bla bla bla...
But I have a reason! I had exams! xD
Result day was over and I got some awesome results~
So happy! xD Thank you God. =)

Um.. after that... a lot of stuff happened..
Went out a lot.. Had a lot of classes...
I was keeping myself busy. =D

I don't have much to say exactly..

But to whoever that reads this blog. Happy New Year. =D
Hope that you all can fulfill your resolutions. And hopefully I can stick to mine. xD

My new phone has been ordered and now I'm just waiting for it to.. arrive...
Ever since the results came out the phone has been out of stock. Like... we've been to a whole lotta places to find stock and they're all out. =/
Well, 2011 is coming.. real fast.. and soon I'm gonna be 16.. sweet 16.. why do I feel so old? Rawr. LOL

But with my amazing friends and family, I know I'll stay young at heart. <3
I'm planning to try to get money but I can't find any possible way that suits me..
And, I'm pretty worried that I can't catch up in next years lessons... And I really really wanna self-study.. =/
That's something to add to my resolution.. o.o

I think next year is gonna be one heck of a hectic year.. New classmates(somewhat), new class and "new" textbooks.
And one step closer to.. working. =.=
Oh wells, I technically don't know what to say anymore.. but again

HAPPY NEW YEAR! =D

and

HAPPY BIRTHDAY/BELATED BIRTHDAY (to Brandon, My uncle Princeton, Tze Minn, and My Jie Cynthia. =D)

Toodles. <3

First day in Ipoh with ma cousin... hahahahaha's she's sleeping over!!!!! wheeeeeeee~~~~~ xDDDD Anywayyyyyyyyys, there's not much to blog about since I only reached here at like.. 3pm? Sooo.... we had lunch, blablabla.... cousin came over....

We swam.... The pool was like... FREEZING. I swam laps and I was STILL freezing. I was like... practically shivering in the pool. Came out from the pool at 7-ish... was freezing... worse.... I already was having a flu. D= Either way, it was fun....

My sister went like... super retarded... She was SOOOOOOOO hyper.... she was saying weird stuff and acting all weird. It was.... funny.... couldn't stop laughing. xDDDDD Went up.... showered.. then went out....

We went to this place called Sun Piew Kee... South East of Ipoh Garden.. we usually come here when we wanna eat some good ol' steamed egg and stuff (mainly the steamed egg). And the service here is USUALLY fast... Dunno why but we were waiting for our food till 9-ish... man were we hungry... D=

Finally the food came.... we ate... En, Jac and I ate like.... 1 adult sized plate and a small bowl of rice... Sorrayhs, no peektures of the food... cause it was gobbled down the moment it reached the table... xD

While waiting... for a looooong time.... we were kinda like.... grumpy-ish... and started saying why the food was so slow..... which was probably cause there was like.... this HUGE group of old people.... which I saw like..... TONS OF FOOD being brought to their table... and like.... dunno how many add-on rice bowls... being sent there... and dunno HOW MANY DISHES. Rawr... that was probably the cause of the delay....

I kinda pitied the chef though..... there was only one chef and there were a reasonable number of people... and there were only 2 people serving... hahahahaha..... food was okay nonetheless. Took longer than usual... but at least we still managed to eat.. here're some peektures for ya' all. xD

The restaurant we ate in.

My dad... hahahahahahaha

My dear dear dear cousin..... xDDDDDDD

And my retarded sister. xDDDDDD (I hope you don't see this.)

Nyways, after that, we made our way to Tesco... cause we wanted to get some stuff to make tuna spaghetti tomorrow. xD Got some stuff, managed to get a sling bag too~ xD SO DARN HAPPY. XD

Oh wells, gonna go camp in the living room now. lalalalalalalalalala~

BYEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!! XD

I'm still not getting over it. WHY???? RAWR.... D=<

Hellooos...... yea.... i'm like super bored.... hahahahaha technically I should be sleeping since i'll be waking up to go to ipoh... WHEEEEE~ FINALLY GET TO SEE MY COUSINS AGAIN. xDDDDD This time mummy and lil' bro not coming though... which is a good thing... and a bad thing.... Good thing is, since my dad's gonna be busy the entire day~ We get to be alone. =P And we won't have a lil person to take care of. xDDD Bad thing is... my mummy's not therrrrrreee. =(

Gonna see my dear dear cousins~ if you're reading this, especially SHEKINAH. I will TRY to remember the cd's. xD and lookie! It's already 12.30am!!!! xDDDD Well, the holidays aren't that boring yet.... have been going out rather much lately.... whenever we take a supposedly short trip to MV, jac and I end up staying there the entire day watching a movie... xD fun actually, then we had girl's day outs, i had some stuff here and there..

My dear dear uncle Princeton is also back. For good, now I have a Physics and Add Math teacher without any fees. =PP Free education. Jangan buang rezeki yang diberi. xDDDD Oh oh oh! I haven't watched Harry Potter.... for some reason Jac and I aren't really fans of Harry Potter.... (i'm soooooo sorry harry potter fans but at least i'm not a hater kan? xD) Watched Megamind and Krayon..

Megamind was funny at some points.... real entertaining and the storyline is one whole confusion.... @.@ Krayon is a malaysia production which was... well, funnay. xD In a way, I really like malaysian comedies... hahahahahaha sad thing was... not much people watch it.... =( the hall only had 5 people including us..... but, the good thing was that we could laugh and talk more than usual. xDDDD

Krayon is a movie that teaches us things... and also humour us at the same time..... at times Malaysian films aren't all that bad.. It's kinda better than watching Harry Potter and scratching your head all the way through the movie cause you don't understand it at all.

Whoever that doesn't watch Malaysian comedies, you should try... it's real fun and at the same time teach you something. =) LIKE LIKE LIKE. PAPADOM. XD AND AND AND MUKHSIN. XDDDD HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA and KRAYON. =D

Aihs, dead tired now. Going to bed. So long. <3


Why is it that you are always still in my head no matter how hard I try to forget? =/

I haven't been updating... sorryahs.. technically I kinda forgot about like.... any form of updates.. Even I don't know why... @.@
Well lately, PMR is over, and the holidays start. And as usual, people start to make plans. Turns out that MOST of my friends are going overseas... while I'm stuck here. T.T oh wells, I'll be here to admire the beauty of Malaysia anyways. Despite the weather the sceneries here are still nice. I can go around taking peektures. xD

Well, before PMR started, I had problems... which for some reason I still can't get it out of my head. Now, I'm paranoid about my results. My mum called me crazy. LOL Eventhough the problem was already well gone, for some apparent reason flashbacks keep coming back. I don't break down and start crying like a cry baby but of course, it'd keep me thinking.

Honestly, I even wonder whether you knew how I really felt the entire time... I doubt you did.

ANYWAYS, the farewell parties are all gone, and I can't believe I'm saying this but I'm reaaaaally gonna miss my seniors who are leaving this year.. I don't know if you guys are gonna come back to visit us next year or maybe just to get your SPM slips and disappear again. =P On the positive side, facebook now has a very important role. Keeping us all in touch. xD

This year had a lot of bad experiences but also some good ones... I really hope the bad ones don't repeat themselves and the good ones just evolve into better ones... I hope that all of us implanted some real good and memorable times in our seniors heads this year. xD If we didn't, your facebook wall shall be beautified by our lovely spams real soon. =P

I think that's enough about the seniors. I'm preeety sure they'll get to where they want to be in life. xD You guys better visit us next year. =D

I think there's gonna be a lot of friends who are not being in the same school anymore... they're moving.. T.T which makes me think of moving but I'm not bothered to do paperwork. xD To all those friends whom I'm not going to see anymore next year, PLEASE OH PLEASE get a day where we can hang out. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA during the holidays of course. xD and update us with things, it's pretty awkward when we don't know what's going on. =P

I think I wanna write a story... still thinking about it.. hahaha I need to use my fictionpress account but nothing's coming outta my head. x.x Oh wells, if I do write a story, I'll let you guys know. xD I don't know when I'm going to update this again but till then. xP

GOOD LUCK TO ALL SPM CANDIDATES. =D

...I don't know if my brain is telling me to keep the memories or throw them all away...

Hi bloggie. Sorry for neglecting you.. >.<>It's like in two more weeks. Hahaha.. Just went for a seminar this morning. Going again tomorrow. Lately I haven't been in the mood. Doing things have been distracting me away from my problems... but everytime when there's nothing to do. It always comes back. Honestly.. I don't know anymore.

I need to focus on my exams. But how can I when problems come up. Can't it all happen AFTER the exam? Why now. GAH. But of course, I'll always smile so nobody won't worry. =)

I'll always show my normal side everytime. No matter what, I won't show the part of me that could just burst out of tears any moment. Cause that's what happened when I was in kindergarten. I don't want to be that anymore. HAHAHAHAHA

Oh wells, gonna go now. =) BYEEEE till next time. =D

I'm ready to forgive, But I know that I'll never forget what happened.

Technically I'm suppose to be studying...but for some reason I can't find the mood to do it. Lol.. I know. I should.

PMR's like... so near and I feel like it's coming at me at full speed saying "wakakaka, soon, you'll have to take me. *evil laugh* "=.= Honestly, I am studying. I am taking out a book and putting information in my head. I'm just worried I can't remember it or if I jumble up the information.

And my personal life is really taking a weird turn. I don't know if it's for the better or for the worse, but I'm enjoying it. ^^ although there seems to be always something to bother. I don't know if this is just normal. Whatever it is, it's really bugging me. =.=

Maybe I'm just going crazy out of exam stress... I mean.. it's a possibility that I'm just thinking to much.. or what my mum says.. "self-sabotage" Oh wells. I only hope that everything turns out for the best...

For some reason I always tell myself that I'm going to get a happy ending. I really want my happy ending. I want to be successful and contented doing the things I want and love.. getting my dream, cozy house.. with the chance to travel and taste glorious delicacies. =P

I think I am thinking too much. @.@ I guess maybe because I'm not used to things yet.. Maybe I'm just scared. I don't know of what though.. Or maybe because it's still the 7th month of the chinese calendar aka hungry ghost month. And I've been staying up way past midnight. o.0

Oh OH OH OH, I got a new toy dog~ LOL it's made out of those stressball materials thingy. So I was hitting it a lot.. and guess what? It's named Boo Boo! xD I was well, you can say torturing the poor thing and my cousin was like, "POOR BOO BOO DOG. IT'S GETTING BOO BOO-ED" then we just started laughing and I decided to call it Boo Boo. Epic isn't it?

And I also got like.. a few other cute stuff. xP I managed to spend RM50 on toys(my boo boo and stuff), snacks, and stationary. Ipoh is just soooo much more affordable than KL.. but I love both places. =D My sleep wasn't as bad as the last times I had.. the last time, I had a nightmare and a really bad backache when I woke up. o.o

Maybe the bed hates me or something.. Everytime I wake up I always get like.. a really bad backache.. sometimes it comes equipped with a nightmare. =.= I think it hates me. "WHY?? I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING!!! D=" Yea... kinda like... random right now..

Oh wells, gonna go now. I really don't wanna infect my blog with weird stuff. hahaha...

"I really hope that everything will be alright between us..."

(You can try to ask. Doesn't mean I'll tell you. ^^)