Exam's are in two more days. Ohmaigawsh, I'm panicking. But why am I still blogging?? =.= Oh wells, xD I need someone to talk biology with meh. xD

oh weeeeells~ was like... listening to some old songs in my iTunes, for some reason they all sound good. xD one of them was called my everything - 98 degrees.

Honestly I've never heard of them...dunno how~ but the song's nice. xDDDD

The loneliness of nights alone
the search for strength to carry on
my every hope has seemed to die
my eyes had no more tears to cry
then like the sun shining up above
you surrounded me with your endless love
Coz all the things I couldn't see are now so clear to me


You are my everything
Nothing your love won't bring
My life is yours alone
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray
On bended knee
That you will always be
My everything

Now all my hopes and all my dreams
are suddenly reality
you've opened up my heart to feel
a kind of love that's truly real
a guiding light that'll never fade
there's not a thing in life that I would ever trade
for the love you give it won't let go
I hope you'll always know

You are my everything
Nothing your love won't bring
My life is yours alone
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray
On bended knee
That you will always be
My everything

You're the breath of life in me
the only one that sets me free
and you have made my soul complete
for all time (for all time)

You are my everything (you are my everything)
Nothing your love won't bring (nothing your love won't bring)
My life is yours alone (alone)
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through (your spirit pulls me through)
When nothing else will do (when nothing else will do)
Every night I pray (I pray)
On bended knee (on my knee)
That you will always be
be my everything

chorus repeats

[almost spoken:] Every night I pray
down on bended knee
that you will always be
my everything
oh my everything

xDDDD oh wells, off to study bio now~ BAIBAI. XD

RAWR RAWR RAWR RAWR RAWR. need to control my phone bill... D=

otherwise, me dad gonna charge meh...

but how?? HURM.... now... i should talk for a shorter time on the phone.. and should be strict with it.. sorry to all whom I have to like.... talk for a short short time. And, I'm gonna talk to everyone with a limit now... cause my dad told me the house phone bill is also increasing. ><

RAWR RAWR RAWR RAWR RAWR.

Anywaaaaaays, tomorrow's my school annual cross country run. =) Wish I can at least try jogging with all the other people but I have first aid duty.. cause we lack people. Aihs, =/ Nevermind, I'M GONNA RUN/JOG NEXT YEAR AND NO ONE CAN STOP MEH. XD I want to end my secondary school life with me participating in the cross country. =)

BAIBAI HUMANS. XD

why am i a rajin blogger?? rawr. xD Anyways.. hmm... what to blog about?? xDDD

Well, there is some stuff that I'm like confused over.

1. Accounts

Don't ask. It's just confusing. xD

2. Why on earth do I feel like crying?

I dunno, for some reason today, I keep feeling as if I wanna cry so bad but can't seem to know why...

3. Why is the atmosphere around me so different?

Something's going wrong somewhere... it's either all in my head or it is...

AIHS. Oh wells.. can't really find answers to that now. =/ I just don't feel as if I'm in my usual happy condition... something's bothering me... and I don't know what... maybe it's because I don't wanna know why... but one thing's for certain that pisses me off... it's relating everything I do to a relationship I have with friends or family. It's frustrating and I dunno it just makes me in a bad mood. But obviously I will not to show it.

Cause I'm that way. =)

For some reason, I dunno why, I have this urge to just find a peekture to post before every entry now. xD

ARGH!! EXAM EXAM EXAM. RAWR. RAWR. RAWR. it's so neaaaar..... yet so far(I wish) D= I still need to practically UNDERSTAND accounts... study the other 9 SUBJECTS. D= I pity the others who's taking like waaaay more though. =P And more things are coming up... cause sadly, I, as one of the CVSC's for my dear st john ambulance(no sarcasm intended) have to come up with stations on where to place people for the upcoming annual cross country run... gonna meet with casualties again. =)

And, honestly, why I'm posting now is unexplainable. Like seriously. I dunno why. xD I gotta study~ But I'm dead tired now.. D= feel like just falling asleep seeing as I'm practically lying on my bed now. xD and, tomorrow I'm gonna complete my homework(s) as usual, and don't worry, I've done most of it. I think. xD And, Imma bug my parents to give me a crash course on accounts. And THEY PROMISED TO TEACH. XD

Oh vells, lazy to continue, shall blog when.. I feel like it. xD Baibai~~~ xD

Just felt like blogging. Why? I dunno. =)

I successfully survived the day~~ Kinda happy too xD

1 month is about to end and another will continue..

Time just passes by oh so fast doesn't it? xD

Now, all that's left is to wait till my doubts fade away...

I really hope it will... I have a good feeling about it... =)

I'm really sorry if I've doubted you so much that you'll feel super down...

I'm really sorry if I've ever neglected you about something else...

But I'm really grateful that you've been so understanding the whole time..

And I'm really glad to have you. xD

OF COURSE I'M GLAD TO HAVE MY OTHER FRIENDS TOO. WHICH I WILL DEDICATE A POST TO THEM. THE MOMENT THEY COME TO READ THIS OH SO DUSTY BLOG. XD

Anyways, exam is near... and I NEED TO STUDY. IMMA HAVE TO START. Start touching books Jessica. Otherwise you're gonna phaaaaail D=<>

AND AND AND Imma take HSK this year... =/ should I take Japanese exam too?? I want to but I don't know if I'm capable enough~ xDDDD

ALSOOOOOOOO, although I still have like 45 minutes to midnight. but I doubt I'd be blogging at that time sooooooooo of courseeeeeeee HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY NINA!!! aka KURO NEKOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!! XDDDDDD

And now, I shall click "publish post"~ BAIBAI. XD

Sorry for the lack of updates peepo's~ but yea, a lot's been going on but here i am anyways. xD

Hugs, what makes them so special?

Are they your comfort zone?

Or is it because you feel special when you get hugged?

Would you feel loved and safe around the arms of people you don't know?

I don't think so...

Being hugged by the most special person in your life just makes everything so much better doesn't it?

From what is a bad day, becomes probably the best day of your life,

and what was a gloomy day just becomes a real sunny day

JUST BY A HUG FROM SOMEONE SPECIAL.

But, that someone special doesn't have to be a lover,

It could be a family member, or a friend, it could even be a pet if you teach it to hug.

But hugs have some kind of magic don't they?

They make you feel safe, and comfortable, and if you really liked that hug, you wouldn't let go.

Or wouldn't even think about letting go. In fact, it makes you keep on holding tighter.

Of course, giving hugs are also nice,

it makes you feel happy,

as you feel as though you're making so many people happy,

just by a hug,

to show you care. =)

So if you haven't hugged a person. Go hug one. Cause I definitely feel like hugging someone right now. =)

*psst*Happy 1 month anniversary. Be happy kayh?? ^^

DON'T MAKE ASSUMPTIONS. I DON'T GIVE A SHIT WHAT TIME THE CLASS IS. BUT IF ALL I DID WAS STATE A FACT, AND YOU ASSUME THAT I'M PULLING THINGS DOWN AND NOT TRYING TO MAKE AN EFFORT. THEN YOU GOT IT ALL WRONG. BUT THE LEAST YOU COULD DO WAS NOT GET PISSED OFF AND ASK ME WHAT I WAS TRYING TO EXPLAIN.

this is why, i shut up and go with the flow. because people just don't get what i say and make stupid assumptions.