UGH.

I dunno why. I honestly dunno why. .

Rawr rawr rawr....

I just... wish i didn't see that statement.

I don't know if you meant it.

Go. Choose. Her.

I don't care anymore.

WHY AM I THINKING SO MUCH? D=<

it makes me moody. =/

Yo~ LOL

I'm officially 16, darn I feel so old...

But, I'll still stay young at heart. xDD

Lately, I've been thinking a lot about how I keep forgetting my mannerisms....

It kinda makes me disappointed in myself...

Everytime someone reminds me that I should've said thank you or should say please...

I keep wondering, why am I forgetting all those words.

I used to have that habit, being polite and all...

But I wonder why I lost it...

It kinda gives me the guilt that I don't appreciate what I have anymore.

But trust me, I do appreciate it..

And lately, I haven't been talking much either...

Aihs... I don't know what's going on...

But, it's still the start of the year, I can still bring that old habit back...

I can try not to change for the worse....

Actually I don't want to change for the worse...

It's sickens me... It pisses me off...

Right now, I don't feel like socialising....

Why? Cause I never did...

I don't go around making friends...

I won't talk to people unless they talk to me first...

I always was the shy and quiet one..

And I still am...

Right now, I think I'm thinking too much...

Cause it's just not about my mannerism that I'm thinking about...

It's some other classified stuff...

It worries me a lot...

Makes me rethink everything...

And finally making me feel guilty...

And the human is back~ At LEAST I blogged. xD

First week of school is over, already given homework...lots of "Academic Contracts" to copy. RAWR. Well, there isn't much to talk about... My birthday's coming up soon... and I'll be 16....

For some reason I feel old already. =P I don't like science... or math... but I wonder why I'm taking the subjects... I prefer language and art and music and dance so much more... but I'm still taking science... But I'm sure I'll be able to cope. With my awesome smart friends' help of course. And sadly music and dance aren't included in the school curriculum. T.T

Not much to say.... not much to do.... Oh wells, it's already midnight. I've gotta prepare for tomorrow. Tally Ho! xD

Okay. I know that I haven't been posting. And bla bla bla...
But I have a reason! I had exams! xD
Result day was over and I got some awesome results~
So happy! xD Thank you God. =)

Um.. after that... a lot of stuff happened..
Went out a lot.. Had a lot of classes...
I was keeping myself busy. =D

I don't have much to say exactly..

But to whoever that reads this blog. Happy New Year. =D
Hope that you all can fulfill your resolutions. And hopefully I can stick to mine. xD

My new phone has been ordered and now I'm just waiting for it to.. arrive...
Ever since the results came out the phone has been out of stock. Like... we've been to a whole lotta places to find stock and they're all out. =/
Well, 2011 is coming.. real fast.. and soon I'm gonna be 16.. sweet 16.. why do I feel so old? Rawr. LOL

But with my amazing friends and family, I know I'll stay young at heart. <3
I'm planning to try to get money but I can't find any possible way that suits me..
And, I'm pretty worried that I can't catch up in next years lessons... And I really really wanna self-study.. =/
That's something to add to my resolution.. o.o

I think next year is gonna be one heck of a hectic year.. New classmates(somewhat), new class and "new" textbooks.
And one step closer to.. working. =.=
Oh wells, I technically don't know what to say anymore.. but again

HAPPY NEW YEAR! =D

and

HAPPY BIRTHDAY/BELATED BIRTHDAY (to Brandon, My uncle Princeton, Tze Minn, and My Jie Cynthia. =D)

Toodles. <3

First day in Ipoh with ma cousin... hahahahaha's she's sleeping over!!!!! wheeeeeeee~~~~~ xDDDD Anywayyyyyyyyys, there's not much to blog about since I only reached here at like.. 3pm? Sooo.... we had lunch, blablabla.... cousin came over....

We swam.... The pool was like... FREEZING. I swam laps and I was STILL freezing. I was like... practically shivering in the pool. Came out from the pool at 7-ish... was freezing... worse.... I already was having a flu. D= Either way, it was fun....

My sister went like... super retarded... She was SOOOOOOOO hyper.... she was saying weird stuff and acting all weird. It was.... funny.... couldn't stop laughing. xDDDDD Went up.... showered.. then went out....

We went to this place called Sun Piew Kee... South East of Ipoh Garden.. we usually come here when we wanna eat some good ol' steamed egg and stuff (mainly the steamed egg). And the service here is USUALLY fast... Dunno why but we were waiting for our food till 9-ish... man were we hungry... D=

Finally the food came.... we ate... En, Jac and I ate like.... 1 adult sized plate and a small bowl of rice... Sorrayhs, no peektures of the food... cause it was gobbled down the moment it reached the table... xD

While waiting... for a looooong time.... we were kinda like.... grumpy-ish... and started saying why the food was so slow..... which was probably cause there was like.... this HUGE group of old people.... which I saw like..... TONS OF FOOD being brought to their table... and like.... dunno how many add-on rice bowls... being sent there... and dunno HOW MANY DISHES. Rawr... that was probably the cause of the delay....

I kinda pitied the chef though..... there was only one chef and there were a reasonable number of people... and there were only 2 people serving... hahahahaha..... food was okay nonetheless. Took longer than usual... but at least we still managed to eat.. here're some peektures for ya' all. xD

The restaurant we ate in.

My dad... hahahahahahaha

My dear dear dear cousin..... xDDDDDDD

And my retarded sister. xDDDDDD (I hope you don't see this.)

Nyways, after that, we made our way to Tesco... cause we wanted to get some stuff to make tuna spaghetti tomorrow. xD Got some stuff, managed to get a sling bag too~ xD SO DARN HAPPY. XD

Oh wells, gonna go camp in the living room now. lalalalalalalalalala~

BYEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!! XD

I'm still not getting over it. WHY???? RAWR.... D=<