I haven't been updating... sorryahs.. technically I kinda forgot about like.... any form of updates.. Even I don't know why... @.@
Well lately, PMR is over, and the holidays start. And as usual, people start to make plans. Turns out that MOST of my friends are going overseas... while I'm stuck here. T.T oh wells, I'll be here to admire the beauty of Malaysia anyways. Despite the weather the sceneries here are still nice. I can go around taking peektures. xD

Well, before PMR started, I had problems... which for some reason I still can't get it out of my head. Now, I'm paranoid about my results. My mum called me crazy. LOL Eventhough the problem was already well gone, for some apparent reason flashbacks keep coming back. I don't break down and start crying like a cry baby but of course, it'd keep me thinking.

Honestly, I even wonder whether you knew how I really felt the entire time... I doubt you did.

ANYWAYS, the farewell parties are all gone, and I can't believe I'm saying this but I'm reaaaaally gonna miss my seniors who are leaving this year.. I don't know if you guys are gonna come back to visit us next year or maybe just to get your SPM slips and disappear again. =P On the positive side, facebook now has a very important role. Keeping us all in touch. xD

This year had a lot of bad experiences but also some good ones... I really hope the bad ones don't repeat themselves and the good ones just evolve into better ones... I hope that all of us implanted some real good and memorable times in our seniors heads this year. xD If we didn't, your facebook wall shall be beautified by our lovely spams real soon. =P

I think that's enough about the seniors. I'm preeety sure they'll get to where they want to be in life. xD You guys better visit us next year. =D

I think there's gonna be a lot of friends who are not being in the same school anymore... they're moving.. T.T which makes me think of moving but I'm not bothered to do paperwork. xD To all those friends whom I'm not going to see anymore next year, PLEASE OH PLEASE get a day where we can hang out. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA during the holidays of course. xD and update us with things, it's pretty awkward when we don't know what's going on. =P

I think I wanna write a story... still thinking about it.. hahaha I need to use my fictionpress account but nothing's coming outta my head. x.x Oh wells, if I do write a story, I'll let you guys know. xD I don't know when I'm going to update this again but till then. xP

GOOD LUCK TO ALL SPM CANDIDATES. =D

...I don't know if my brain is telling me to keep the memories or throw them all away...

Hi bloggie. Sorry for neglecting you.. >.<>It's like in two more weeks. Hahaha.. Just went for a seminar this morning. Going again tomorrow. Lately I haven't been in the mood. Doing things have been distracting me away from my problems... but everytime when there's nothing to do. It always comes back. Honestly.. I don't know anymore.

I need to focus on my exams. But how can I when problems come up. Can't it all happen AFTER the exam? Why now. GAH. But of course, I'll always smile so nobody won't worry. =)

I'll always show my normal side everytime. No matter what, I won't show the part of me that could just burst out of tears any moment. Cause that's what happened when I was in kindergarten. I don't want to be that anymore. HAHAHAHAHA

Oh wells, gonna go now. =) BYEEEE till next time. =D

I'm ready to forgive, But I know that I'll never forget what happened.

Technically I'm suppose to be studying...but for some reason I can't find the mood to do it. Lol.. I know. I should.

PMR's like... so near and I feel like it's coming at me at full speed saying "wakakaka, soon, you'll have to take me. *evil laugh* "=.= Honestly, I am studying. I am taking out a book and putting information in my head. I'm just worried I can't remember it or if I jumble up the information.

And my personal life is really taking a weird turn. I don't know if it's for the better or for the worse, but I'm enjoying it. ^^ although there seems to be always something to bother. I don't know if this is just normal. Whatever it is, it's really bugging me. =.=

Maybe I'm just going crazy out of exam stress... I mean.. it's a possibility that I'm just thinking to much.. or what my mum says.. "self-sabotage" Oh wells. I only hope that everything turns out for the best...

For some reason I always tell myself that I'm going to get a happy ending. I really want my happy ending. I want to be successful and contented doing the things I want and love.. getting my dream, cozy house.. with the chance to travel and taste glorious delicacies. =P

I think I am thinking too much. @.@ I guess maybe because I'm not used to things yet.. Maybe I'm just scared. I don't know of what though.. Or maybe because it's still the 7th month of the chinese calendar aka hungry ghost month. And I've been staying up way past midnight. o.0

Oh OH OH OH, I got a new toy dog~ LOL it's made out of those stressball materials thingy. So I was hitting it a lot.. and guess what? It's named Boo Boo! xD I was well, you can say torturing the poor thing and my cousin was like, "POOR BOO BOO DOG. IT'S GETTING BOO BOO-ED" then we just started laughing and I decided to call it Boo Boo. Epic isn't it?

And I also got like.. a few other cute stuff. xP I managed to spend RM50 on toys(my boo boo and stuff), snacks, and stationary. Ipoh is just soooo much more affordable than KL.. but I love both places. =D My sleep wasn't as bad as the last times I had.. the last time, I had a nightmare and a really bad backache when I woke up. o.o

Maybe the bed hates me or something.. Everytime I wake up I always get like.. a really bad backache.. sometimes it comes equipped with a nightmare. =.= I think it hates me. "WHY?? I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING!!! D=" Yea... kinda like... random right now..

Oh wells, gonna go now. I really don't wanna infect my blog with weird stuff. hahaha...

"I really hope that everything will be alright between us..."

(You can try to ask. Doesn't mean I'll tell you. ^^)

RULES:

1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, mp3 player, etc. on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

4. Tag 15 friends

5. Everyone tagged has to do same thing (or not since a lot of people have done this already)

6. Have Fun!

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?

Everything can change... (O.O)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?

Hard to say I'm sorry... (what the...)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?

Doushite Kimi wo Suki ga natte shimattan darou...(okay...)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

You're in love...(WHAT THE HELL)

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?

Take You There - Sean Kingston (O.O)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

Edwin Mccain - I'll Be... (you'll be my...?)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?

Ready Go! (HAHAHAHAHA.... i don't mean it. xP)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

My L.O.V.E. (what the...... =.=)

WHAT IS 2+2?

So sick of Love songs...(how smart am i? xD)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?

Entertainer - Joplin (HAHAHAHAHAHAHA)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

Looks like we made it..(made it to what? =.=)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

Macho man...(I'M A GIRL)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

Chippoke Na Yuki (dunno what the meaning is. xD)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE

God Save Our King... (o.o)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

Can I have This Dance... (sureeeee 8D)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

Hitsuyou No Pocket (O.O)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

Baby Can I Hold You Tonight... (wow.... daredevils...)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?

Wonder Wind

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

Invisible Man

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?

Swear it all over again...(yea... swear what? xD)

HOW WILL YOU DIE?

One More Night...(how interesting...)

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?

I will survive (i'll regret surviving?? o.0)

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?

Another one Bites the Dust...

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?

Harder, Better, Faster, Stronger... (O.O)

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?

A groovy kind of love..

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?

25 minutes...

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?

Now we Dance..(who's dancing with me)

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?

Grand Opening

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?

Kimi to No Ashita

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?

What I need... (O.O)

I just got this from facebook. I was bored. xD

gah. it's raining now. i want to take my bath and just let the day end but there's lightning and it's not stopping. rawr. LOL

you know, after having like.... a serious boring day (which reminds me... i'm not done with my homework, and i could've done it xP) i actually manage to get myself to go to people's blogs. LOL it's been like... ages... since i've ever clicked on one. All i've been doing is... watching tv, and stuff. then, a question just popped into my mind. I wondered... well actually it popped into my mind 5 minutes ago but at least the thought came. xP

I didn't spend much time thinking about it, i just pushed it away and started to think of better things. Like... food. LOL My sis isn't here for the night cause she's at Ipoh on the Prs and Librarians camp thingy... I didn't go cause Hwu Ning isn't going and I wouldn't go unless she goes. xD I need my mom.

Still stoning, trying to get the energy to like do my homework.. oh wait a minute... I was sick last week.. so I don't have homework.. oh yipee~ LOL

Oh wells, going off now. I don't know what to blog anymore. xP

I just want to tell everything, all my emotions to someone or something... but I can't... and I won't. Cause my feelings don't matter much...

Hey, yea... if any of you guys came and saw no updates. I'm terribly sorry =( But, I was..... erm.... lazy. HAHAHA. Not my fault right?? Everyone is lazy at some point. xP

Anyhoos, the holidays came, never updated, the holidays are going, i'm going to mumble? xP The hols are going, and my results haven't been good lately, so I have no choice but to drop a few stuff. I had no choice. -.-

Gah, still can't decide what to drop..... I love every activity that I'm in so far..... I THINK. I don't know la.... so many things going on... I just don't know what to think anymore... No, i'm not going into depression. Don't worry. =)

It's the FIFA Season and I don't need to watch the TV. xD I just have to go to Facebook and look at people updating on the results. xP Oh! And SMKTD'S IU DAY just passed. If you want pictures, go to Facebook. xD

Any other pictures, sorry for the delay, my camera keeps dying. If possible, i'll get them in my com asap. I don't know what to say and think. I don't know what's going on around me. I don't know if i want to know. I don't want problems to keep on appearing. I want PEACE. GAH.

Oh well, gonna go now. hahas, byeeeeeeeeee

Yea yea yea, I know it's late and I'm not suppose to be blogging now. LOL But at least I'm keeping it ALIVE right?? barely alive that is. xD Anyways, updates are well, you all know la. LOL

Teacher's Day was fun and over and exams are attacking us. Lately, we've finished the week full of subjects that only concerns language(except Art) and the technical bits will be starting next week. Not to mention after the Diagnostic Exams, I have my Nursing Exam. Then after that exam there's FA exam. HAHA. i might go mentally deranged soon.

LOL. well, not much about what's been going on. Except the fact that I STILL HAVE MY SEJARAH PROJECT TO DO. Darn. I completely forgot about it. LOL Yea, I shall go do it. LOL

So toodle-doo~ xD