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Slow and Steady Wins the Race 

I just felt like blogging.

Decided to try out slowly developing a new skin. It'll take time, but it'll be worth it =) 

I've just realised(via a video) that as a person, we are really spoilt. We often complain, avoid, slack, and most of the time just wish that things would go our way. 

No offence to the readers, I'm in a way scolding myself too. 

We often say out loud our wishes, and desires. And also our vision of our future. We say we want "That". The luxury, the happiness, whatever we want. We say we'll get it one day. Some actually work for it. Sacrificing all the things people would normally give in to. Most of us, give up. 

Take me for instance, 

When I become frustrated, I give up

When I don't get things that way I want, I give up

When People don't get what I'm saying, I give up

When I try to improve and I don't, I give up

I definitely NEVER in my entire life, admitted that I'm a quitter. 

I've always been so stubborn, I've never admitted things that I may be wrong.. not at first anyways.

I've been so selfish, I start to close up to everyone around me.

But you know what? Right here and Right now, I admit. I AM all of the things above. I have always been. And I am not proud of it. 

I want to change my bad habits(I'm pretty sure there's a long list of them). I don't want to be called arrogant, stubborn, selfish and all those nasty things you can think of. I want to improve in everything, 

My Studies, 

My Relationships, 

My Social Life. 

And I will try my best. Even if it means sacrificing my feelings, I will be able to cope. 

Reflect on yourself, Only you can judge. Only you can bring yourself together to be who you WANT to be. 

IN another event...

I don't think that post before this made much sense. o.o But. I do want to change, and well, I guess that was my way of releasing myself. ><

I'm really proud of myself because for once, during the LONG holidays, I repeat, LONG holidays, I've been studying... Reviewing actually. And I have never done that before. I am really grateful that I finally have the motivation to study and of course, next year, I'll probably spend a lot less time on my precious gadgets. I know they'll be waiting for me. 

Tata~ 

Jessica <3

It's good to sacrifice luxury once in a while, 

Because once we achieve what we want, 

We can have all the luxury we want

Without Fail.