It's already 11.15pm... I'm suppose to be sleeping... but for some unknown reason.. I felt like crying... Obviously, I tried to hold it in, but well, this time, it resisted... the tears just flowed down on it's own... at the same time, I feel hurt in my heart... why? I don't really know...Maybe it's just puberty... or maybe, my body's trying to tell me something.... and that it's telling me that it's about time I stop ignoring all the messages it's been sending me.. I don't know....
I just feel like crying.... I tried not to, but too late. Already did. =)
But crying isn't exactly a bad thing now is it? It's what shows that we actually feel hurt and pain... =) And after crying our hearts out, we actually feel a whole lot better. =)
So, for sure I'm not happy I cried. CAUSE IMMA GET FISH EYES WHEN I GO TO SCHOOL. RAWR. but I'm just glad that I manage to cry part of the hurt away. Even if people aren't literally there to comfort me, it doesn't matter. I still cry to feel better.
Oh man, crying again. =.= before it gets any worse, I'm going to bed. Nights. =')
Oh. and we lasted 2 months.. congrats. =)
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