Second day of CNY. I'm kinda lazy to upload the photos.... maybe later. LOOOOOOOL erm.. yea.....
gotten my red packets, didn't count them, YET. xD hmm.... i have that urge to start every blog post with some sort of peekture...
but i don't have many.. =/ got some but they're in my phone.... and sadly the only way to get them peektures into me computer is through syncing... and i don't like that...
it's already friday.. and well, i NEED to touch my homework(s). Like seriously, I wanted to do them yesterday, but got kinda preoccupied with some other stuffs in my room... I honestly wonder how I can survive this year with so many awesome and distracting things in my room... RAWR.
in the meantime... i just got myself thinking... and I should probably STOP doing that, cause it makes me feel weird all over.
but THANK GOD it only lasts a while, that way I won't be going around torturing my poor soul into doing suicidal things. it's like... looking at your words, it's entertaining, but at the same time, sometimes, i repeat SOMETIMES it just makes me feel like I'm second choice.
yea I know, i shouldn't think about those things and blablabla and I don't. But the human mind doesn't EXACTLY let your willpower take complete control, cause somewhere in that mind, there's always a subconscious voice in there making you feel the way you are. Interesting how the human mind works no?
And like I said, it makes me feel sad, guilty and of course feeling like i'm just second but obviously I am sane enough to tell myself that, it's my life, and if i were to self-mutilate, it'll be because I'm crazy. LOL
I think that was the longest post i ever had about you. o.o but don't worry I have nothing against you. xD IMMA GOODCH HUMAN but sometimes, like what you do, I need to let it out too. Otherwise I'll be in a mental hospital by now.
BACK TO THE HAPPEYH SIDE. IT'S CNY PEEPS. IMMA TRY TO GET OUTTA MY LAZINESS TO POST THE PEEKTURES. TILL THEN, GONG XI FA CAI. XDDDD
p/s: to the person who's reading this. I'M NOT DEPRESSED KAYH? XD
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