I'm officially 16, darn I feel so old...
But, I'll still stay young at heart. xDD
Lately, I've been thinking a lot about how I keep forgetting my mannerisms....
It kinda makes me disappointed in myself...
Everytime someone reminds me that I should've said thank you or should say please...
I keep wondering, why am I forgetting all those words.
I used to have that habit, being polite and all...
But I wonder why I lost it...
It kinda gives me the guilt that I don't appreciate what I have anymore.
But trust me, I do appreciate it..
And lately, I haven't been talking much either...
Aihs... I don't know what's going on...
But, it's still the start of the year, I can still bring that old habit back...
I can try not to change for the worse....
Actually I don't want to change for the worse...
It's sickens me... It pisses me off...
Right now, I don't feel like socialising....
Why? Cause I never did...
I don't go around making friends...
I won't talk to people unless they talk to me first...
I always was the shy and quiet one..
And I still am...
Right now, I think I'm thinking too much...
Cause it's just not about my mannerism that I'm thinking about...
It's some other classified stuff...
It worries me a lot...
Makes me rethink everything...
And finally making me feel guilty...
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